it's been excatly 2months and 3 weeks i am working as a permanent here 

never thought it will turn out to be this way

not in my expectation at all

well, internship and real working life is 2 totally different thing!! 

do not like it at all that i have to stay till 8pm to go back home everyday!

do not like it at all that i have to take the 6am van every time it's my turn to come early for functions

do not like it at all that they are sooo fake

do not like it at all that they can't leave me the way i am

do not like the pressure they are giving..

do not like the person i am turining into,

it's super frustrating..

do not like it hereeeeeeeeee.. :P

DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT LIKE IT AT ALL

 

uuurrrggghhhh....!!!

 

~♥love LISA♥~

Good luck perhaps?

How long has it been, months i suppose 

that i left it to fend on it's own

wanted to update so long ago

just do not have the time, the medium and the mood

well back on track i guess...

the 4 months training was a very long period for me

luckily it went by fast

luckily i got a few friends that i can ran away to 

just hope that it can stay that way till god knows when, hehe

after this will be working life for me

after this 2 weeks holidays

what will it be like after this i dare not put myself to imagine

or to think

just hope that as my position changed

it will be better than when i was a trainee

it was seriously the most stressed out months being there

physically and  most of it were mentally tired

i will go home feeling exhausted

luckily i have a few books that can keep me company

 4 months is very long but i survived it 

because i knew the days were numbered 

but then how about after that?

what next?

it's will be a freaking 2 long  years

i will not be counting down if i can bare with it

i just hope my patience can withstand it

its either i walk out bashed

or i walk out stringer!!

hope its the later..

Good Luck to myself first

and to all who is going to the nect phase!!

~♥love LISA♥~

those were the days

sometimes the nice part of clearing up stuff is that you get to look back on what you had done for the past few years

looking back on the days you acted stupid

looking back on the time you spent with the people

some gone to explore their own path (good for them)

some still here with you

doing crazy stuff together and not wanting to grow up

haha, still living in the younger version of oneself

well anyways,

was clearing up some stuff

and  i came across those cute messages that we pass round during class

and also those little notes 

about some lecturers

and some other gossips

it's so funny and cute

those were the days.. ^_^

GoOd LucK :)

~♥love LISA♥~

my feelings on a hot thursday noon :)

Finally after a few months coming back from France

i found the time to write 

no words can be used to describe the situation now

T.T

it's goodbye season

less than one more month

everybody will be leaving 

and now, the journey begin.. ^_^

wish everyone a very good luck

in whatever pathway that they had chosen

well, i went back to Malacca after months not going back

missed home so much that even going back for 1 day is that worth it :)

it's been so long that i catch up with mum and sister

get to drink my favourite dessert some more

makes the trip even more worth it

anyways, just ranting out some thoughts with music as background

not a bad feeling

but its as hot as hell

rain, when are you coming for a visit

how about you wind, anytime soon? T.T

~♥love LISA♥~

ville de l'amour

France trip was awesome

i studied there for 4 years

and that 2 weeks is what motivates me 

and the trip proven to be worth the wait

it was winter when we're there

and for awhile we thought we won't be able to catch a glimpse of the snow

but in the end

we saw it

it snow the whole day

it was the third day in Foix

or the second

and management game was cancelled 

due to heavy snow

and roads were closed

in the end we went up snowboarding

a D.I.Y kind of snowboarding

a french lecturer brought us for site selection

after that we played like crazy

not to mention we bought a lot of stuff over there

i even get to try the burger only sold in Europe country

the weather there is very nice at the end of winter

the cold breeze

the warm drink in your hand every morning

now that is what i call enjoy life :P

it was the most memorable trip ever

get to travel with friends

before everyone part ways

graduating soon

and i hope everyone stay in contact

there is only one thing that i can say

i am so going back and around for some more awesome trip :P

~♥love LISA♥~

It's already the 4th day of Chinese New Year

and we are back 

in Malacca 

after a few days playing at cousin's house

in Alor Star

Well, they are fairly grown now

got some pictures

have a look :)

~♥love LISA♥~

evil thought..:P

hello there guys

it's been a while since we have meet

this is so hard

to keep this thing alive

well today i just wanted to say

i did something bad

not real bad bad, just a little bad..xD

or i think so it's bad

although it's a small matter

well better come clean

at least i am confessing

although i doubt someone will read

better leave it that way then huh!!

well the story goes like this :

once upon a time..

ok, let's get back to track

this is lame..=..=

i went to the post office today to help clear up some bills

and guess what number i got

it's 1257

well, that looks just any ordinary number 

but wait till you look at the number attending on the spot

it's 1155

meaning to say i will have to wait for my turn 

like after 102 person

so..i have an evil thought

i went to the bathroom first

and then went back to continue waiting

and the move is slow, only like 5 numbers went by

so i can't wait any longer

remember the evil thought

i execute the thought

so when the lady presses the button to indicate the number 1166

no one walk up to the counter

so guess what

I WENT UP

and i can feel myself getting nervous

i mean it's not like the lady will check the number you are having

but i can feel the adrenaline rush babe

and then voila, after a 2minutes

i am on my way back

i can sense shock in the other people's expression

isn't she later then me, how come she get's to go first!!

ahahhhhahaha, i feel so damn good!!

but at the same time 

sorry for the other who will have to wait like 100 more turn before they are up

and i feel bad too

but then, this is call act smart...=)

well, i hope i won't get karma for that 

i mean

no one went up right

right??

~♥love LISA♥~