it's been excatly 2months and 3 weeks i am working as a permanent here 

never thought it will turn out to be this way

not in my expectation at all

well, internship and real working life is 2 totally different thing!! 

do not like it at all that i have to stay till 8pm to go back home everyday!

do not like it at all that i have to take the 6am van every time it's my turn to come early for functions

do not like it at all that they are sooo fake

do not like it at all that they can't leave me the way i am

do not like the pressure they are giving..

do not like the person i am turining into,

it's super frustrating..

do not like it hereeeeeeeeee.. :P

DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT LIKE IT AT ALL

 

uuurrrggghhhh....!!!

 

~♥love LISA♥~

Good luck perhaps?

How long has it been, months i suppose 

that i left it to fend on it's own

wanted to update so long ago

just do not have the time, the medium and the mood

well back on track i guess...

the 4 months training was a very long period for me

luckily it went by fast

luckily i got a few friends that i can ran away to 

just hope that it can stay that way till god knows when, hehe

after this will be working life for me

after this 2 weeks holidays

what will it be like after this i dare not put myself to imagine

or to think

just hope that as my position changed

it will be better than when i was a trainee

it was seriously the most stressed out months being there

physically and  most of it were mentally tired

i will go home feeling exhausted

luckily i have a few books that can keep me company

 4 months is very long but i survived it 

because i knew the days were numbered 

but then how about after that?

what next?

it's will be a freaking 2 long  years

i will not be counting down if i can bare with it

i just hope my patience can withstand it

its either i walk out bashed

or i walk out stringer!!

hope its the later..

Good Luck to myself first

and to all who is going to the nect phase!!

~♥love LISA♥~

those were the days

sometimes the nice part of clearing up stuff is that you get to look back on what you had done for the past few years

looking back on the days you acted stupid

looking back on the time you spent with the people

some gone to explore their own path (good for them)

some still here with you

doing crazy stuff together and not wanting to grow up

haha, still living in the younger version of oneself

well anyways,

was clearing up some stuff

and  i came across those cute messages that we pass round during class

and also those little notes 

about some lecturers

and some other gossips

it's so funny and cute

those were the days.. ^_^

GoOd LucK :)

~♥love LISA♥~

my feelings on a hot thursday noon :)

Finally after a few months coming back from France

i found the time to write 

no words can be used to describe the situation now

T.T

it's goodbye season

less than one more month

everybody will be leaving 

and now, the journey begin.. ^_^

wish everyone a very good luck

in whatever pathway that they had chosen

well, i went back to Malacca after months not going back

missed home so much that even going back for 1 day is that worth it :)

it's been so long that i catch up with mum and sister

get to drink my favourite dessert some more

makes the trip even more worth it

anyways, just ranting out some thoughts with music as background

not a bad feeling

but its as hot as hell

rain, when are you coming for a visit

how about you wind, anytime soon? T.T

~♥love LISA♥~

ville de l'amour

France trip was awesome

i studied there for 4 years

and that 2 weeks is what motivates me 

and the trip proven to be worth the wait

it was winter when we're there

and for awhile we thought we won't be able to catch a glimpse of the snow

but in the end

we saw it

it snow the whole day

it was the third day in Foix

or the second

and management game was cancelled 

due to heavy snow

and roads were closed

in the end we went up snowboarding

a D.I.Y kind of snowboarding

a french lecturer brought us for site selection

after that we played like crazy

not to mention we bought a lot of stuff over there

i even get to try the burger only sold in Europe country

the weather there is very nice at the end of winter

the cold breeze

the warm drink in your hand every morning

now that is what i call enjoy life :P

it was the most memorable trip ever

get to travel with friends

before everyone part ways

graduating soon

and i hope everyone stay in contact

there is only one thing that i can say

i am so going back and around for some more awesome trip :P

~♥love LISA♥~

It's already the 4th day of Chinese New Year

and we are back 

in Malacca 

after a few days playing at cousin's house

in Alor Star

Well, they are fairly grown now

got some pictures

have a look :)

~♥love LISA♥~

evil thought..:P

hello there guys

it's been a while since we have meet

this is so hard

to keep this thing alive

well today i just wanted to say

i did something bad

not real bad bad, just a little bad..xD

or i think so it's bad

although it's a small matter

well better come clean

at least i am confessing

although i doubt someone will read

better leave it that way then huh!!

well the story goes like this :

once upon a time..

ok, let's get back to track

this is lame..=..=

i went to the post office today to help clear up some bills

and guess what number i got

it's 1257

well, that looks just any ordinary number 

but wait till you look at the number attending on the spot

it's 1155

meaning to say i will have to wait for my turn 

like after 102 person

so..i have an evil thought

i went to the bathroom first

and then went back to continue waiting

and the move is slow, only like 5 numbers went by

so i can't wait any longer

remember the evil thought

i execute the thought

so when the lady presses the button to indicate the number 1166

no one walk up to the counter

so guess what

I WENT UP

and i can feel myself getting nervous

i mean it's not like the lady will check the number you are having

but i can feel the adrenaline rush babe

and then voila, after a 2minutes

i am on my way back

i can sense shock in the other people's expression

isn't she later then me, how come she get's to go first!!

ahahhhhahaha, i feel so damn good!!

but at the same time 

sorry for the other who will have to wait like 100 more turn before they are up

and i feel bad too

but then, this is call act smart...=)

well, i hope i won't get karma for that 

i mean

no one went up right

right??

~♥love LISA♥~

iF 0nlY ! cOuLd tUrn bAcK t!m3...if only's

want to say stress

where can i compare to those who are holding the high post for our event

want to help

but then like can't really help much

T.T

a bit loss 

throughout this whole semester

not sure what is suppose to be done

i am like living through this semester in a blurry haze

like i am just following everyone and anyone

=..=

not sure what had or is going to happen

i just wish everything will come to an end soon

so i can go away

haiz, sucks to be a grown up

miss those days where i don't care whom i am with

where i am 

and worry on what to do

all i did was have fun

with whomever i am with

kindergarten was the most fun schooling time

where all  you do was play the chasing game

and now what i play with is stupid machines..=..= 

 where nowadays people worship 

i want to be a small kid again..T.T

and i wish 'if only' exist..

~♥love LISA♥~

quiet peaceful yet busy month =)

what a month

busy till there was no time to update my blog

left there untouched for quite some time

well partly there was nothing to blog about anyway

life is quiet for this few weeks in September

just a little pack 

with the classes, assignments and also the jobs that we signed up for

it was back to back for the past 2 weeks

where classes and jobs were all together

we were like digging our own graves

but then come to think of it

the experiences and the connections we made after that was priceless

so did not regret ever making the choice to signed up for the jobs..=)

nothing else happened 

or so i felt

maybe i should spice up my life a bit..??!!

people..

if there is too much going on, they complain that its too much to handle

if there is not much things that move, they complain that it need some more gear..

hahaa, humans, when will us be satisfied with what we have..

anyways, back to assignments.. :p

this is a bit of taking a break

by updating a blog post

have to get back to the boss..

chiaoz peoples..:)

good luck

~♥love LISA♥~

What A Busy Week-sssss

Raya holidays

pure awesomeness

get to rest for 1 whole week

well, at least i got to rest a little 

even though there are assignments that is needed to be done

but still

i get to enjoy the holidays

better than have nothing at all right

so learn to be more appreciative will ya..haha :P

well the rest was really necessary

because when college reopen the next week

it was hell all over again

rushing assignment like nobody's business

some more signed up for work for this few weekends

there was one on Wednesday

worked till the middle of the night

then have to wake up at 6++am for class the next day

it doesn't just stop there..

will be working this Saturday and Sunday too

not to mention next weekends too

gotta save up the *cha ching*

getting poorer day by day

haizzz...

well, better get some rest now

tomorrow is a very busy day

since it's a whole day event

and an early event

so better get enough rest and sleep to look my best..:)

Good Night Peeps...

~♥love LISA♥~

practice what you preach

Just a thought i remembered when i was on the road with my sister 

It all went back to the Friday evening

the Friday where the holidays began

i was on the road with my father

driving back home to Malacca 

then there was this siren went " ii oo ii oo.."

and i saw police forces in cars and motorbikes 

opening the road

typically that kind of scene when the politicians want to go on the road

the main point is 

i notice that the cars that passes by

the one that they sat on

none of them are local car

seriously, NONE

not a single one

the first one was Mercedes Benz

followed by a BMW ( wow..)

the next that follows was a Mitsubishi 

then a Murano

then another Mazda 

and i found this funny

like a big freaking juicy slap at the face of the politicians themselves

who keep saying that support Malaysian cars

you got to support your own country's products

and then they drive pass you

Japan cars

Korea's car

anything, you name it

but for sure there is one that won't come out

PROTON 

what a jokeee!!!

they themselves think that proton cars are not reliable

what's more the people.. =..=

if you want people to believe

please do one thing

practice what you preach

if not you are making a fool of yourself

seriously

if not

then just keep quiet..that might help

~♥love LISA♥~

will i?

just a random thought i had just now

if i were her in that drama

will i get that three precious tear within that short period

or will i end up like the other man

who wish for that tear that never came

a thought to think about

~♥love LISA♥~

will i?

just a random thought i had just now

if i were her in that drama

will i get that three precious tear within that short period

or will i end up like the other man

who wish for that tear that never came

a thought to think about

~♥love LISA♥~

living the life

This week is coming to an end in about a few hours time

this week has been a wonderful and informative week

as on yesterday and today

few of us signed up for a leadership course

the first day was so awesome and inspiring 

that i can't wait for the second day to come

both days was so informational

and it spice up my day

make us very energetic and ♥ the last speaker

get us all hyped up =)

well, after that was lunch

and yeah we had bak kut teh

after so long, finally had that for lunch

as always, nice lunch

after that went home and get my nails painted

and chit chatted all the way

i chit chatted half way then fall asleep on the floor

hahaha =P

 i am too tired

not to mention i slept through a talk just now

well then after that just plain living the rest of the day with drama

and oops, mum found out about another piercing i got

hehe, sorry about that mum..:P

anyways, this few days 

need to brainstorm already

for the dissertation title that needed to be handed up this week

urgh, hope my brain of mine is hyped up enough to handle this few days

till the next post 

see ya all around

~♥love LISA♥~

manners please..

if i say this once

i said this a thousand times

STOP the staring

it's disturbing

and annoying

just mind your own business of what others are doing

who cares if you are curious

just keep it to yourself

sometimes i hate walking into that kind of shop

it doesn't happen once

but twice 

and i thought i think too much

urgh!!

21 years of living 

still that stare never fails to get on my nerves!!
i couldn't be bothered anymore
i have more important things to deal with
than to waste my energy on this insignificant matter
chiao

~♥love LISA♥~

pa da bing pa da boom

Holidays are officially over

college life is once more back into our life

and this time it will be a little different 

as this time is our last year in this course

yes, i know, we are old now

should be a little wiser now that we have been through a lot

well, we been through something..=..=

3 years studying this course

you got to get something after all this while

well that is not the point

the point exactly is what

i don't even know

hell i don't even know what i am ranting about..=.=

haha, maybe it's just out of boredom 

so i am here updating my blog

with useless information

which helps passes time

which is so damn useless

which i also don't know which to which

I AM TOO BORED!!

well better get going on other things which really help me passes the time

and help me forget the heat

urgh, i wish yesterday's weather last forever

forever that cooling..

~♥love LISA♥~

new piercing :)

Today was the first day back to college 

and it was super stupid

they wanted us to come as early as 9am

but in the end the program for us only starts at 11.30 

worst part is it only needed 1 hour

all the time wasted on waiting

then listening to them do the briefing

then later at 5pm have to come back just to take your timetable 

and also identify your grouping

such a waste of time =..=

well in the end i chose OA as my major

which is Hotel and Restaurant Management

so hope this is the right choice for me :)

so while waiting for our timetable and also the grouping list to come out

we decided to go to sunway pyramid to have our lunch

went for BBQ Plaza

after that, i went to have my nose pierced :)

it was painful

i think now it's a little swollen but it's not visible

so for now it is ok..hehehehe

hehe, my new look

will be uploading the photo in fb soon...

stay tune :)

~♥love LISA♥~

Graduated Sister

today is a big day

my sister will be graduating

after a short 3 years

she graduates 1 year earlier than me :)

she is now officially 

a diploma holder 

and also an

INTERIOR DESIGNER

this is her and me taking a photo

the ceremony was held at Grand Dorset Subang Jaya

but we wanted to save a little money because the cost is quite high

RM 100 per head...imagine all of us are there..==

so only my parents went in to witness the ceremony

while me and my younger sister went on a shopping spree at Sunway

we took a bus to Pyramid

then walk around aimlessly

as we are so sleepy

so we settle to drink something and we opt to go to ChaTime

my sister order a Vanilla Fairy Latte and me Pearl Mile Tea

the milk tea was nice but the vanilla latte was bitter

in my opinion it was not nice..

then we continue to walk and i settle with a pair of nice shoes that i can wear to college

then at 4pm something

mum called and we can get back to the hotel

so took the bus and got shocked of a life time

it cost RM 6..==

the two of us, by RapidKL

since they all change the system 

we are to use TouchNGo card

no more money system

so when the screen pop up that amount

we were like :O

1 trip cost  RM3

i remember it was only RM1

well, at least we reach the place comfortably

even its a very very short journey =..=

so we had some things to eat at the hotel

then took a family portrait

nice one

can't wait to see that in a couple of weeks later

my sister will be collecting the portrait at their main office

:)

after that, went to Pyramid again to wait for sister to finish her party with her friends

then went back home at 11.30pm

so tired

basically

that was our saturday

it was fun :)

CONGRATULATIONS to my sister :)

~♥love LISA♥~

The Right Decision? Guess so :)

after 2 months working

Wednesday was my last day

i don't have the mood at all to work

must be because it's all wrong

haha, well at least the feel is all wrong

so the whole day zero motivation to work

the crowd was no help at all too

slow slow slow...

and so i was not my usual self

that play like crazy with the staff

sales was bad too, only mange to get RM 200++ that day

poor me 

well in the end i was thrown into the freezer

just so they can have fun =..=

i was literally carried by three huge guys!!

one on each hand and the other my feet

in the end hurt my butt

those freezer are those that store cone ice creams

not those walk in freezer

use to complaint that the work sometimes is taking me for granted

but when the last day for me to serve comes

mix feeling rushed in all over me

the friends i made there

the experience i gained there

the knowledge i acquired there

all are priceless

the time that we play like crazy

the time that we laugh like mad

and also the time when i am the target of you guys 'bullying'

and i even get bruises for playing too hard

which took a week and a few days for it to actually gone off 

all the happy moments i had there

and all the frustrating and not so happy times i get from there

sometimes it was dangerous because i go to work alone

drive alone

work till late night 2am alone

 my parents will get worried

and there were times that i feel so unappreciated

that i just want to walk away

but certain people there

who really knows how to treat a person

who really knows how to appreciate

make me convinced that staying can also be a good option

that the best things get hidden behind the ugly things

you just need to know how to find them through all this shit

so in the end

all i wanted to say to them is

Thank you for the experience 

and the chance for me to learn from you guys :)

happy that i knew you guys and that we befriended  each other

GOOD LUCK GUYS :)

~♥love LISA♥~

Ranting out feelings is superb!!

just a few more days before i quit my current part time job

come to think of it

this past 2 months is a fun one working with Golden Screen Cinema

although sometimes i think that the pay is not really that attractive

well at least that my holidays is not spent doing nothing 

at least i am occupied

at the same time earn some money

plus, i get to use the car!!

how cool is that!! haha  :P

just want to share my thoughts and my feelings about my work

i feel not fairly treated

i mean they don't take me seriously

i don't know whether they do not trust me or they just don't give a damn

as i say before

please do not leave me as the last one in your consideration

please treat all the staff fairly

give them fair treatment

the only way to tie them employee hard to your company

is to give the same amount of treatment to each and every one of them

newbies!!

they need chances given to them

so they can prove themselves  that they too can be productive

how are they suppose to prove themselves useful

how are they suppose to fly out to earn big

when you are not even providing a bigger space for them

to spread their wings

in the end they will feel so unappreciated

feel so dejected

that they will give up spreading wings for you

and fly to other places

maybe i am being melodramatic 

but i was only given a chance when a close colleague 

express her thoughts to the supervisors..

that, i really truly appreciate her concern

if not i will feel unsatisfied 

for working at least 2 months

and didn't even achieve anything significant 

i just wish to be appreciated in my work place

and please please please 

a reminder to all the employer

do not take advantage of your workers 

do not take their silence as their ignorance

just because they do not speak they do not feel anything

it's just sometimes they chose to not speak

because it's not the right time 

or there is no point speaking

so silence is the best option

so never never take a silent person for granted

no matter employer, employee or what so ever 

it implies to everyone everywhere

and i am not sure why i am suddenly so dramatic

hahaha..

and my french is falling behind....oh no!! :o  :o

anyways, last 2 days of work and i can't wait to take my last salary!! :P :P

night night peeps..

till the next post 

~♥love LISA♥~