Good luck perhaps?

How long has it been, months i suppose 

that i left it to fend on it's own

wanted to update so long ago

just do not have the time, the medium and the mood

well back on track i guess...

the 4 months training was a very long period for me

luckily it went by fast

luckily i got a few friends that i can ran away to 

just hope that it can stay that way till god knows when, hehe

after this will be working life for me

after this 2 weeks holidays

what will it be like after this i dare not put myself to imagine

or to think

just hope that as my position changed

it will be better than when i was a trainee

it was seriously the most stressed out months being there

physically and  most of it were mentally tired

i will go home feeling exhausted

luckily i have a few books that can keep me company

 4 months is very long but i survived it 

because i knew the days were numbered 

but then how about after that?

what next?

it's will be a freaking 2 long  years

i will not be counting down if i can bare with it

i just hope my patience can withstand it

its either i walk out bashed

or i walk out stringer!!

hope its the later..

Good Luck to myself first

and to all who is going to the nect phase!!

~♥love LISA♥~