tim3 fli3s..~

it's a public holiday 

but then it doesn't has any difference form the rest of the other days

haha, maybe i am working or just the day is not important

i don't know why but i never like national day

want to know why

because this is the day where many incidents happen

what incidents you say..

well, i can see that there are several posts in FB already about racist attacks

and it happens every time on National Day

seriously

and i totally loss hope in my own country far from long time ago

it has long lost my trust and safety feeling

i mean i still have quite a number of other races friends

but then will that make a difference

they always say 1 Malaysia

that we are to live as one

but then there are no one there to support this saying

it's like putting ash on their own face 

i just want to say i love my friends no matter what 

sometimes, just be simple

complicate things will mess with your brains..haha

like just now

meet some stranger who just randomly starts a conversation with me

:), but not leng zhai la, if leng zhai i think i will talk more!! hahaha...:p

next week is Hari Raya

end of the 3rd training for us

can't wait

can't wait to go home

haven't been home for the past 2 months

break record already, haha

i admit sometimes i can't stay away from my family long time

but then, i am still in afternoon shift

my sous chef will not let me change to morning because he say he needs people for night time buffet :(

so i think i will be staying another 7 more days in noon shift

i don't care

tell them my last day is Thursday!! haha :D

be more smart a bit

although i am going to miss them

this is the first time i feel that i will miss them badly

they treat me warmly

although sometimes i tend to give them headache..!! haha

literally headache

with my sago-ness

if you all know what i meant * paiseh *

~♥love LISA♥~